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Catch My Daydream [30 Jun 2007|02:25am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | ♪ Angelzoom - Fairyland ♪ ]

I can’t explain how good life is right now. I have another foster kitten, but he’s going back the shelter on Monday. Nick has visited so many times after he gets off of work he pratically has fallen in love with the kitten. =D Yeah that’s right Nick comes to visit after work. Which mom allows even though it’s 11 or 12 when he gets off. He says til 1 to 1:30. It’s nice - I like just hanging out with him. =D
Other news is the shelter is going very well for me. I get along with everyone I work with which is great. The building is still being worked on and so the construction workers are usually there, none of them talks to us except this little old man named Hermie. He’s cool. He pratically nicknamed me Sunshine. Which was my first fosters name. =D
Yesterday I was really busy between the two rooms I was assigned to work on. So Hermie helped me by doing two of my afternoon jobs for me. So why was I running behind with my rooms? Because we had a very sick little kitten come in with swollen, infected eyes and a runny nose. On top of that he was dirty and very skinny. I hope he’s doing okay, I found him a little orange bear to cuddle with in his cage.
As for my poor arms, there decorated with little random scabs from when I had to trim all the cat nails today. ><
Next week I’m going to my family reunion, camping in Penn. With Toni, Desi and the gang. This year Nick is coming with us. The only reason he said he won’t go is if he’s still not feeling all to well. Which I hope he gets better because I’d be awesome for him to meet my family. XDDDD!!!!!!! FUN TIMES!!
I really can’t wait to see everyone. I miss them dearly! Of course guess who won’t be there. If you guessed my Dad then ‘dingdingding’ you won the prize. I didn’t even call him for father’s day - how good am I?
But on a better note, I’m hungry and I have work in the morning - which I’m kinda pumped for. =D
Seriously, like nothing can bring down my good mood. =D
And with a parting note from The Temptations:
“I’ve got Sunshine,
On a cloudy day.
When it’s cold outside,
I’ve got the month of May.”

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I watched the clouds drifting away [15 May 2007|11:44pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | ♪ Within Temptation - Memories ♪ ]

So it’s been a while, I know. Last week was my birthday - yay 18! I went to Shogun with the girls, as in family and Amy. XD
Work was kinda busy tonight, Tabby and I had calls almost non stop. Now I’m fostering two kittens for the night. They’re both about a week old. One is Bella and the other is Bernie. They’re cute - but loud and I have to feed them every two hours. Woot. It’s only for tonight though. Prom is this Friday - mom said I can go to Chadwick’s afterward. =D
Not much to write about I just can’t wait til prom. =D

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All the days of my life, I see them passing me by [28 Mar 2007|10:09pm]
[ mood | <-- dork much? =D ]
[ music | ♪ PCD - Wait A Minute ♪ ]

So let’s see - in a week I’m going to be going to Disney. I’m completely pumped, it’s ridiculous. However I have another exciting event before Disney. “What’s That?” you said. That my friends would be Desiree’s 21st birthday. *shock*
It’s going to be great - Toni is coming to join us in the celebration. =D
Sure I’ll have to wake up suuuuuuuper early because I promised Desi I’d go to church with her but it will be worth it.
Let’s see - tomorrow is Dad’s birthday and I totally forgot about that. Oops. I’m hanging out with Nick after my forgotten 4 o’clock dress appointment. XD Oops again.
So let’s see - oh I know what I can add. I’m going to go to Georgian Court University. I already got at 6 thousand dollar scholarship there. =D
Plus it’s close to home - so I won’t be living on campus and I can’t get home sick. Also!! Desiree is going there next year. =DDDD
So I have a lot of things to look forward to. Like camping!!!! OMG can’t wait!!! July 7th!!
Sorry - I just really can’t wait for that. =D I miss my family. Well I better go work on important things like college homework. Niice. XD

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she left a note upon the dresser [16 Mar 2007|08:44pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | ♪ Streetlight Manifesto - A Moment Of Silence ♪ ]

I don’t believe today could get any worse. I lost my camera. How fucking awesome is that? Because I seriously wanted to die when I noticed it was gone. I’m not in the best mood, and I’m having a bad day.
Right now I should be dancing to some club song in Point Pleasant, but due to the bad weather I’m stuck here at home, with nothing to do. How awesome, my first Friday off in forever and I can’t even do anything. Mom won’t let me go anywhere do to the roads being so crappy. =[ I think I would be having more fun at work.
Yesterday was so much better than today. I went to Nick’s house yesterday, and if we ignore the fact I got lost on my way there at least 5 times and the two times I got lost on the way home, then we can say all went well. I had fun, it was great. =D I would do it all over again.
In other news, I don’t know if I’ll be able to see Toni until Spring Break now. I still need to talk to mom about taking off next weekend. Hmmm.
If there is one thing that I do know at this moment is that I have no motivation to do my homework, and there it sits, it’s due Monday. I’ll do more later… or something. I also know is that I don’t want to wake up in the morning for work, I’m sure my car door will be frozen shut. Sweet. -_-
Now I’m going to read and blast my ipod … or not. I don’t even know - I’m so fucking bored.

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And lead me through the fire [06 Mar 2007|10:46pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | ♪ My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade ♪ ]

Well where the hell do I start?
Today was quite interesting, if I must say so myself. I went to school for English and ended up bringing Jenna home with me for lunch and we both went back to school for our second period classes. Mine was CPR/gym. Yay - not.
I came home and did nothing and then got ready for work at the shelter.
I got there and played with Kibbles, the puppy for about 20 minutes before clocking in, on time. I met Tabby, the girl I was working with for the first time. Then I did the medications for the cats, and waited for Tabby to get back from a call. During my meds for cats I noticed that one cage was a lacking a cat, but it was later when someone decided to tell me that someone took him to foster care.
When Tabby came back we worked on the dogs together and talked to each other. She had to go out and get two dogs from Adamston vet, so I went to collect all the food dishes and then I sat in the office for her to come back.
I swear to god I heard noises all over the place inside the building. When I told Tabby that when she got back she said that sometimes you swear you hear things. Awesome.
She brought the dogs to the back while I finished cleaning the bowls and then we went to the vet room so she could feed her foster squirrels, which are really small and hairless, but cute at the same time. I got to hold one. =D
After that we went to the kitchen to have dinner. I found out that her sister was the one who found Sirus. I told how much a good kitty he was. =D
We went around at 8:20ish to gather the trash and then we were suppose to sweep and mop the floors from all the construction that has been going on. However, when we gathered the trash from the dog room she started to set up the tub for the cat that we were to bathe. That’s when we noticed that Roxie was bleeding from her spay. Tabby quickly went in the kennel and I grabbed the towel that was suppose to be for the cat. We held her down and Tabby looked at the wound before saying that she was going to call Nancy. I stayed in the kennel with Roxie to keep pressure on her stomach, and she started to get nervous and started moving again. To keep her calm I pressed my head to hers and started singing ‘ A Lullaby for a Stormy Night’, because it was the first thing I could think of. It seemed to work until Tabby came back. She told me that Roxie had to go to the Emergency vet. So we jumped into the van and went on our way.
They took a look at her and said that we should keep an eye on it and that it wasn’t too bad, just no more play groups for her until next week.
By the time we got back to the shelter it was a little before or after 9. I told Tabby I’d stay and help close. So we fixed Roxie’s kennel with some bedding and then went to give the cat a bath, which she took very calmly.
After drying the cat off we finally took the rest of the trash out and then we went around the building trying to turn off all the lights, which is hard to do when not all the lights are hooked up to the switch in the room, but is wired to the switch down the hallway in another room.
When I clocked off it was 9:33. I got home and basically made a beeline for the shower, considering I dealt with sick cats and dogs. =D
And that was basically my night in a nutshell, other things happened but those were the basic highlights. ^^;

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[01 Mar 2007|10:34pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | ♪ Blue October - Hate Me ♪ ]

I'm not going to lie I'm really bad at this whole updating this. No lie.
I went to the movies tonight with Alicia. It was fun.
Yesterday I hung out with Jenna for 7 hours, which was awesome because I haven't hung out with her in forever.
I miss my friends. A lot. =[ (I just usually sit home and do nothing or I'm working. So sometimes I like to plan random hang outs with Jenna and Alicia or Skiba. And even those events are limited to a very few.)
I worked on my scrapbook again, instead of working on college homework.
I realized I need to take more pictures. I need to do more fun activites. I mean, look it's March already. I have like only 3 months left of Senior year, which is depressing me more than anyone will ever know.
I also work all weekend again. fun.
Also I start this Tuesday to work once a school night week at the animal shelter. How fun. =]
I haven't seen Toni since December. How dumb is that. I haven't even seen my best friend for almost 3 months. I'm terrible.
In the trunk of my car lies her last two Christmas presents along with Kc's, Jess's and Ashley's. I gave Maggie's hers when we had X-men Marathon last month. =/
I can't wait til Spring Break, only 36 more days and then it's down to Flordia for me, which I'm very pumped for. =] Yay pictures.
Well enough of my babbling and mood swings.
P.s - I can't stop listening to Hate Me by Blue October.

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Free Hugs [25 Feb 2007|10:48pm]
Toni and I decided we're going to do this.

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[23 Feb 2007|11:41pm]
Considering Desi just added herself and half of the gang onto my friends list I guess now would be a good time to update. 
I really have no idea where to even start or what to even write about. Hmm.

Desi came over today after she got out of college. It was good to see her again. We had Mrs.Grass soup (yum!) and watched videos on You tube. 
I still have college homework. I tired to do it during break but it didn't really work that well. =/ 

I work at the shelter tomorrow at 8 in the morning until 4:30. Then at 6 I have to be at the theatres to 11. 

Well I guess I should do some more college homework and read only 2 chapters of Twilight to night. (I'm trying to make it last)
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I sing this song [22 Jan 2007|06:14pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Lullaby For a Stormy Night by Vienna Teng ]

Last night I couldn’t fall asleep whatsoever. Instead I stayed up till 3:30 and watched the tiny snowflakes falling down by the streetlight. In the living room I could hear the cats chasing after each other, crashing into the walls and the couch.

So I need a date for prom - but all my guy friends are either : dating someone, going with someone, or gay (which would be kind of awkward for me)

College started back up today, my Western Civ. Teacher is a survivor of the holocaust and likes to repeat things about 20 times. She seems very nice though. The class however is 3 hours long, and one boy already dropped when we were only 40 minutes into the class.

Kyle wants to hang out tonight, but he’s been really mean to my sister lately, so I’m not sure if I want to.

Midterms for high school are tomorrow - so I should probably study for ROTC.

I really don’t know what to write about today, so I won’t bore you all. I just wanted to let you all know I’m still alive. Oh and Natalie I miss you, like a lot - we need to hang out again.

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Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea [20 Sep 2006|01:23am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | ♪ Numa Numa by O-zone ♪ ]

   

So since I been having problems with my knee I went to see the doctor yesterday about it. So happens there is something wrong with the muscle around the area and has caused my bones to run off the track and so instead of the bone moving smoothly straight when I bend and unbend my knee, it wobbles to one side or the other. Not fun.
I’m out of gym for the next ten weeks and on Thursday I get to go to physical therapy, which will be an experience within itself.
My job at the movies is no longer running as well as I hoped it would. In fact I only worked ten hours this week, which is crap. So now I need to get a second job, I was thinking PetsMart. I thought about it a lot, I can work at the movies on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays. On Mondays, Tuesdays I can work whenever at the second job. Then I can go to the second job after college on Wednesdays and then on Thursdays I can go after I finish volunteering at the animal shelter. I guess I’ll have to consider working around physical therapy too. XD
That would mean I work everyday though. But at least I’d be getting paid something.
School is great, today was back to school night. Mom liked my Oceanography teacher, she didn’t meet my gym teacher because he wasn’t there. She reintroduced herself to Sergeant Tierney, who over took the auditorium like I told him to because he wasn’t given a classroom for the night. After that I went to lunch with her, we had brownies.
I directed her to English, which she said she didn’t really like the teacher. While she was in there I went to join Sgt. Tierney again. Becky was there this time ( a classmate of mine), she was hyper and decided to play tag behind the stage curtains. Which was fun and all, but after that my knee was bothering me again. XDD

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pick a field full of daisies [11 Sep 2006|06:32pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Ween - Mutilated Lips ]

So it’s been five years to the date and I would like to thank the principal’s for the moment of silence, which lasted two seconds. No seriously what the hell was the shit.
Second, I’d like to wish Nick a Happy 20th Birthday. Yay <3
Moving on, so mom and I went to Liberty Travel, after taking out $1000 out of my account and booked a trip to Disney World for Spring Break. I only ended up giving the lady $500 for now. The hotel we’re staying in is suppose to be all designed around all the movies we watched when we we’re kids, like 101 Dalmatians, The Mighty Ducks (YAY!!!) and others. Mom brought a very interesting point today, what if we go to Disney as the Senior Trip. ^^;;
Then I also got a phone call from Toni and her family want to take me to Disney this year with them.
Ehehe… if I went to all the above that’s like three times in a year. XDD
Third, I realized that I was suppose to read chapter 1 for Psychology this past week. So I decided that I’d read it tomorrow, that was until that I saw it was from page 4 to 39. So I better get on that tonight. ^^;;
Oh and now I shall cry and sob as I move onto number four. The dreaded number four. So after lunch I have English and I headed into the room and placed my books on the desk, I was happy that I was one of the first people there, because I’m usually late for this class. Anyway, I hear the teacher say, “So, you’re Frank Lisa.” I spun on my heal and right in the back of the room with the teacher was the boy who has been in my class every year since like 7th grade. “Oh no you’re not.” I stated out loud. He looked over to me and stared in shock. “Oh hell no.” He stated after me.
So yeah, another year along with another class with Frank Lisa. …awesome -_-

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Ayamaru kara ne soko ni aru kachi wa [23 Aug 2006|10:48pm]
[ mood | I Miss Everyone ]
[ music | Robert Miles - Children ]

So I got the parking permit on Monday. I was the second person there. Botts beat me to first. Oh well.
Finally after waiting forever I got my schedule for school.
First Period : Oceanography
Second Period : Gym
Third Period : ROTC II
Fourth Period : Lunch
Fifth Period : English IV CP
Early Out
If the periods are like last year then I should be getting out of the school at 11:25. Talk about a short day.
Only on Wednesdays I have Psychology with Professor Wolfe from 2 to 4, I think.
What about everyone else?
Let’s see for the past few days I haven’t been feeling all too well. My stomach just keeps hurting. Mom thinks I have food poisoning. Joy…
Today I hung out with Desi for a while but then she got sick so I came home.
Yesterday I went shopping with mom and got more school clothes. ^^ I can’t wait til school so I can see everyone again. -Misses you all-
Oh and the lady who was living in the apartment above our garage just left, without a word. She didn’t even answer the phone when mom called. So the place is a mess.
When mom comes home from Vegas we’re going to have to clean it and repaint the walls. Seriously it’s trashed.
Speaking of mom being gone , I told her that she needs to take me to Disney World because I’ve never been there and that I’ve been deprived in my childhood. XDD
Other than that nothing else has happened in my life. I work too much, but I love it because last night my boss played Ayumi Hamasaki over the stereo system. X3

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So the world goes round and round [26 Jul 2006|01:11am]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | Enya - Caribbean Blue ]

So I went to work today and walked inside and it was Dead City. So I decided that at work I was going to write whatever came to mind and post it up here. And that’s what I’m doing.

6:00

So here I am at work again. Today I’m on door 1-4 ripping tickets. I guess it’s not all that bad. At least I won’t have to worry about restocking draws or cleaning out a popcorn warmer tonight. I’m currently watching Tony fill a popcorn order in the concession stand. Sometimes I wonder why people feel the need to lean on the red ledge. It’s plastic and hollow and I’m waiting for it to crack one day. I can’t believe how dead it is here today, we don’t even have the red ropes up near box office. From where I’m standing I can see the TVs in the back. This is about the 28th time I’ve seen the six flags commercial and I’ve only been here 40 minutes. Let’s see I just thought of something I did before work. I went to the JSAC (animal shelter) and made a donation and filled out a volunteer paper, orientation is on Sunday and hopefully I won’t have a early shift that day, or I’ll switch with someone. This also means I’ll have less free time to hang out. Hey I just thought of something else, I wonder who my supervisor is today, I never really asked. Oh fun someone just tipped their icee over on Tony’s counter. Poor Tony.=[

So I wonder why people who are holding their ticket stubs in there hands find that it is necessary to tell you that they are going to the bathroom, or getting a refill or going out for a cigarette. Like I care? You have your stub so shut the hell up. Hey look Tony’s filling up his popcorn warmer for the third time. I wonder where Kevin is? He’s suppose to be at station 6. Oh wait there he is being lazy as ever talking to someone behind the guest services. Oh god Creepy Kenny (CK) is complaining yet again. What else is new? Okay someone needs to do a lobby sweep - there’s popcorn all over the floor near the condiment stand. Oh wait, never mind Kenny’s doing a sweep now. The way he complains every day annoys me. Oh what else can I talk about. OH I know. So we all know how the taxes when up, well so did prices for candy. Now a small box of milk duds is $3. How ghey. Right now some little girl is hiding behind the Little Miss Sunshine cardboard cut out. Oh and look here mom found her. Wow I just looked at the list of movies that are playing and we still have Cars. Toni and I went to see that when we went down to North Carolina. We’ll probably get rid of it this weekend. Some chick walked up to me and showed me her ticket and goes, “Do you know which one this is in, yo?” WTF? Who the hell calls someone yo? Hmm… I’m hungry. Popcorn smells good. XD! We have only 8 people working on floor staff tonight, including myself. God I’m bored, at least finding parking was easy today. Kate is so bored, she is making paper air planes. Natalie and I have our own conversations in our very special sign language. I wish I bought a book today.

Right now Tony and Donna are opening boxes of what looks like new candy. Donna said that it’s replacing the Toggi and I think they are malt balls. I don’t think the malt balls will be as tasty as the Toggi. =[ At least we still have one candy that is still $1. This is ghey I’ve only been here for an hour and 25 minutes. I wonder if I can unplug the TVs now, they’re really annoying. WTF? Kevin just pulled chocolate milk out of the air or something. THE HELL? Stop making weird faces at me. So I wish I was up in box, at least they get to sit down. Um… I’ll write more again later.

7:36

Why do kids feel the need to hang out in front of the concession stand after paying for food. That red plastic thing is a ledge not a seat, I hope it cracks. More later. Or just kidding CK is making his rounds and I don’t wanna talk with him. So I just ripped some tickets and now CK’s on the other side. More later.

8:19

So I’m really bored again and we started Little Man early by accident and so some people were not happy. We have a new cardboard cut out of Open Season, which I am currently watching the trailer for, it’s only about the 80th time today. I just got the best question in the world just now. “How much are free refills?” … “Um, there free.” … “Oh, thanks.” XDD!

8:51

I am so confused Allen just chased Kevin with a huge cardboard stick. It was quiet amusing. AHH! CK is back! I enjoy yelling across the lobby to Natalie. Kate just got back from her break and Nat is going on hers. =[ WAIT! Allen just told me to go on break. So Natalie just grabbed hands and skipped/ran across the lobby.

9:35

Driving while cursing people off is fun. Nat and I went to Taco Bell for dinner, and were back in time. Tonight after work, Nat and I are have a date by trying the new candy. I can’t wait to put this up on caleida and live journal. Nat and I are dorks to the extreme.

They finally turned the TVs off at 10:45

As you can tell today was a boring successful days at work.

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[16 Jul 2006|10:42pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I can’t stop crying,

I can’t believe Tiff told her.

Mom knows about me and Aldrin.

I lost mom as a best friend.

It really hurts.

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In Celebration of Pirates And The Caribbean [07 Jul 2006|08:27pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Loreena McKennit - The Mummers' Dance ]

I love work at the movies - we dress up like pirates.

Clementine and Me

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this could be my chance to say goodbye [05 Apr 2006|08:32pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | The Used - Taste of Ink ]

So let’s see, today sucked. But I really don’t want to talk about it, but I will mention it somewhere in this entry. And I want to thank Kayla who just comforted me on the bus ride back to Brick, because I thought I was going to have a breakdown. God I hate life.
I just can’t wait til Friday between 1 and 1:30 when mom will be picking me up so we can catch the plane out of here. No seriously I just want to get away from everything. I’m so tired of school, dad, and everything else.
Bad days are looming over me, and I’m sick of it. I just need and break and thank god I’m getting one.
I know we all have our own drama filled lives, but seriously, who else is just sick of everything?
I was so happy when mom and dad told me that I’d be staying in North Carolina til Tuesday. My brother says it’s beautiful weather down there, unlike the fucking snow we had today. Okay I’m not going to lie, after ROTC class when I saw the snow I went outside and did a few spins around before asking Mr. Rogers if I could just stay outside. Of course he said no.
So after the ROTC group when to the old peoples homes, I had Kayla near me as I talked to Major. I told him that I was really confused when he said that I was going to be an officer soon. I told him that Sgt. Tierney said that my rank for the Kitty Hawk job was Senior Master Sergeant. Major then told me that my job was an officers job and that I need to test for it, and then he has to observe if I am qualified for the ranks and that it might take me until next September till he gives them to me. I won’t lie, I told him that I felt that I shouldn’t be an officer and that I knew that I was no where near the experience of being an officer. I even pointed out that I was only a first year like Kayla. He, of course, turned that around on me and told me that he doesn’t care what year someone is, its all on how much they do and shit like that.
So now I have the study guide for that, and I have to tell him when I’m ready to take it, which I’m planning on never, unless I’m forced. No but seriously, I think some people might be a little mad about this.
-sigh- I wanna leave today. Why isn’t it Friday yet?

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That night was filled with Beauty and Magic [11 Feb 2006|04:22pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Last Train Home : Lostprophets ]

So last night was Military Ball! It was so fun!! Of course there was the little sideshows of drama, but it was okay. I wasn’t going to dance at all, but my buddy - Aldrin - dragged my lazy ass up there and forced me to dance like 5 times. Lloyd wanted to dance with me - but we never did. Oh and Frank called me. Yeah remember that kid? Yeah, that’s right the one that has been stalking me since 6th grade. Well he called me to give me his locker combo. -_-;; Way to call on Military Ball night to give me your FREAKING LOCKER COMBO! Oh well. I got Donnelly to start dancing during Switch, the reason I remember that is because we were cracking jokes during the lyrics. Anyway after 4 hours of just have fun - and all that good stuff a few of us headed to the Ocean Queen Diner, which was really fun. Val just kept ordering things to eat meanwhile I only ate half a bagel. ^^;;
But anyway I just wanted to make a quick update and share pictures from last night. (not in any order)

Military Ball 2006! )

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[09 Feb 2006|04:10pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | Ayumi Hamasaki - Angel's Song ]

Military Ball Tomorrow!

Who's Pumped?!

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[31 Dec 2005|06:34pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Rent - Another Day ]

HAPPY NEW YEARS!

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The Year is leaving - let's end with celebration!! [30 Dec 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | That's what Girls Do - No Secrets ]

I hug out with Aldrin for the first time outside of school.
It was so fun - like 6 hours of fun.
Happy Early New Years!!
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